This somewhat overly long fic was written for the 2009 rpf_big_bang, and consists of some 30,000 words over the 15,000 word minimum required by the community. The ever lovely, always gorgeous, truly wonderful Jazzy (whom I like to call Miss Claire, for reasons which she understands and no one else actually does ;) ) provided a fanmix for it which can be found HERE. Actually, if it weren't for Jazzy's constant support, occasional nagging, and all round helpfulness, I doubt very much I would have ever finished this piece. This, then, Miss Claire, is for you!!!